once again i made the wrong choice at the wrong time... i m always like this in the past.. n nw i wanted to change the way i m... but i still did the wrong thing... maybe things shd always remain in my heart.. saying them out will only bring toubles to others.. y must i alway end up fighting a battle which i will nv win...? y cant life be like those rpg games.. when u did something wrong, u can alway reload ur saved files n retry again... hahahaha.... y is there so many shits happening ard mi... some concerns mi, some i dun give a damn... but ultimately they still affect mi in some ways... i still cant be the type of mi which i always wanted..