Dear Diary....
My Dance is almost complete
But I think I have fallen for her
If it is true The Dance cannot be complete
If it is true I will have to sacrifice myself
But I know my love for her...
It is true...

these few days were rather moody... even she also can tell just by my expressions.. but didn i smile alreadi? lol... she say even i smile, i dun look happy at all.. i asked her a strange question, but thanks.. she replied mi the positive answer.. although i not sure whether do she mean it or... just nw she asked mi back tat same question in a opposite way... i was kinda surprise she would ask tat... i hope my answer didn disappoint her though... lol..

next wed whole ncc will be closed for nokia awards thingy at sentosa.. n since my off day was on the day itself, it got pushed to thursday instead.. in tat case i would have 2 straight offs.. but then going to sentosa is zzz though... although i m kinda looking forward for the programme after tat... but how come i got a bad feeling abt this...?

once again i made the wrong choice at the wrong time... i m always like this in the past.. n nw i wanted to change the way i m... but i still did the wrong thing... maybe things shd always remain in my heart.. saying them out will only bring toubles to others.. y must i alway end up fighting a battle which i will nv win...? y cant life be like those rpg games.. when u did something wrong, u can alway reload ur saved files n retry again... hahahaha.... y is there so many shits happening ard mi... some concerns mi, some i dun give a damn... but ultimately they still affect mi in some ways... i still cant be the type of mi which i always wanted..

today rot half of my day at hm... ard evening time went down bugis to meet boon n jing for dinner... although we haben decide where to eat.. so we just walk ard to see wat to eat n in the end, we went sakae sushi... these is wat we ate...
the cold noodles didn taste as nice as it sounds... although i still like the takoyaki.. dunno y.. i dun eat octopus, but then for this i just simply love it.. haha..

talked to someone on train today... although i nv say anything regarding ur tat sentence.. but nw yeah i agreed wif u... sometimes i really wish i can just die... but then there's still many things i cant let go like this...

2 days ago i finally got my confirmation... total i got 32 points for my performance.. n out of the 32, i got 5 points in my attendance.. lol... yeah i m proud of it ^^

just nw went civic centre's partyworld wif candy, siew wen n mei zhen... the mic there sucks... i prefer the ones at amk or paradiz centre.. its very clear n loud.. the only thing i like abt partyworld is tat almost everything u can access thru the remote... lol..

2 days ago went amk hub wif jing... then we went to the music junction to see see look look... then we saw jin sha's unbelievable album, then i mentioned abt jin sha's new album changing season is coming out soon. then speaking of tat, its alreadi out for sale on the other end of the shelves... wtf.... i just bought it anyway... ahhh... sha sha~~~!! n anyway JJ's new album is coming out soon too... my wallet... awwww....