Kimi ni saigo no okurimono...

Song of the moment: Hui Zhe Chi Pang de Nu Hai by Joey Rong Zhu Er
ok i seldom rank those songs sung by artists whom i seldom listen de... but then ever since i hear it sung by 1 of the finalists from the Jue Dui SuperStars, i feel tat it is a very nice song.. hehe...

ok nothing much to complain now... just the usual stuffs....

I downloaded a short clip of the latest jdrama by Domoto Tsuyoshi... title is "Last Present" which explains the title of this blog entry... a very touching story... although i hope the actual drama is not as short as the clip i've dl...

this week i've bought DearS #3, Naruto #26... tats all... tml, which is saturday i might go buy some more new ones...

Ikari wo... Kanashimi wo....

Song of the moment: Delicious Way by Mai Kuraki
this is 1 of the few jpop songs which i listened when i 1st got into the world of jpop... quite a nice song...

today was the DMCT's qualifiers... i didn make it to the top 2 (which can enters into the finals) for today's division... somehow i noticed the problem is still the same... lies within mi... the mid-to-end-game card-management... y cant i can be like my other frens...? they can manage their cards well, turning the table when it is critical... is this the lvl which i can nv reach...? as the title says... i m very angry n very sad... angry is becos i lost to someone i disliked... sad is becos i didn manage to fulfill my wish for the qualifiers...

1 more hr b4 i left for my camp... hai... luckily i got off this week... so still can slack abit...

Fire on the Water, Shadow over Mysteria...

Song of the moment: Ame no Melody by KinKi Kids
this is 1 of their songs which i saw the PV b4 listening the mp3 1st... not bad for a PV... quite nice... hehe...

friday i went to sentosa for my company's cohesion day... we were being ordered to get into the water so... i have to get drenched in the end... after playing some of the stupid games they organised, i went to idle myself inside the water, with only my head outside the water... the weather is hot n the water is cooling... well after the thing, i went hm to take a bath n went to amk to train/practise for the DMCT's qualifiers. (aka Duel Monsters Central Tournament) well... this tournament is organised once every year starting from year 2000 (if i remembered correctly) but later changed to once every half year... this is when many of the DMC's members gathered to compete against each other for the top places... as usual i camped all the way at mac till ard 11.30pm+ then i went hm...

yesterday (saturday) i went to amk once again... to prepare myself for the tourney... trained all the way with bahamut... but then i'm still worry abt some of the strange decks which might appear during tml's qualifiers... well... lets just see how things work out tml ba....

for this week i bought the following comics~~: Mahou Sensei #7-8, Samurai Deeper Kyo fans booklet n The Ravages of Time #19... wheee~

Fire Melts Ice, Water Extinguishes Fire...

Song of the moment: Velvet no Yami by KinKi Kids
this was the latest single's song which they ar going to release... its been quite sometime since their last single... very nice... those who wan can request from mi... hehe...

this week is rather slack... in camp only have physical trainings... except the morning 8km battalion life run on wednesday... all of us were praying hard for rain.. the skies were quite dark b4 the run starts... n while we were doing warm-up, it started to rain slightly... n we still proceeds our run... after running for 2 mins+, the rain suddenly became very big... big till every rain droplets hit u with 1 HP dmg... (ok nvm... just very big can le...) as i myself hate rain very much, my morale at tat moment was of cos very low... but too bad tats life i have to keep running... it was soon the whole body was drenched n we started stepping onto pools of water to splash water on each other's legs... LoL... hmm... somehow i managed to survive the run... maybe becos the cold n wet weather had make my body to stay on a low temperature...

although i had a early book out on thursday evening, but tat doesn't come free... tml i have to reach sentosa b4 8am for my company's cohesion day... n heard from them everyone's gonna get wet.... NOOOOOO~~~~ i hate to get wet unneccessarily.. especially with clothes on... n i still cant forget last yr december, when we ar having cohesion day on the same place at sentosa too... they threw mi into the water... with my hp still inside my pocket... sobs... all my precious pics~!! i guess i just try my best to stay away from the crowds... n leave asap when i have the chance...

oh yah... as for the meaning of the title... just dun bother abt it... it has no meaning... LoL...

Mangas... Animes...

Song of the moment: Dao Dai by both Jay n Jolin
well... this is my 1st time i find tat jolin's songs is actually not bad... haha... perhaps maybe cos it is also sung by Jay himself ba...

during friday nite i went to amk awhile just to buy some comics.. ok i've bought Mahou Sensei #3-4, Zetman #4 n Erementrar Gerad #8... when i opened up EG to start off with, i noticed tat there's a few pages the printing like got double vision... n 1 of the pages behind got a small rectangle hole... i guess tats due to the printing error... so i decided to go back there to exchange for another 1 tml, which is saturday...
i reached amk at ard 11am+... i asked the assistant whether izzit possible for mi to change or not, he told mi have to see wats the problem with the comic 1st. i handed him the comic n point out to him the errors... he bring the comic to his boss n proceed to get mi a new 1... phew... this 1 dun have any more errors... i then continued to walk ard the place to see got any comics i wanna buy...(well... i wont go back empty-handed.... LoL) but i really took my time walking ard until the assistant came up to mi to ask whether i need help or not... i ask him for the comic Erementrar Gerad #1 but with a blue colour cover instead of the red colour cover, cos it is some sort like a gaiden to the original story i guess... but then he cant seems to find it so maybe its sold out... zzzz... i ended up buying Mahou Sensei #5-6 n Naruto #25....

it was ard 1pm when i leave tat shop, i then went to the card shop which i usually hang out at amk to put my bag there, then leave amk to orchard to meet nash n his frens for ktv... nash say meet at 2pm at the singtel building n ask mi dun be late... but who's late wor... i reached there at ard 1.45pm... n i waited till 2.20pm then they reached... kaoz... i left the ktv at ard 5.30pm n went back to amk... haha i stayed at the mac with my frens after the card shop closed until 11.30pm+ then we go hm...

sunday was another boring day... the whole afternoon i was idling in front of the com... all the way until evening then i went amk (again... LoL) till 11pm+ then i go hm...

today is kinda low morale as tonite i have to be back in camp by 11pm... i guess i will just idling all the way to tat period while reading comics n watching the animes which i have been dl-ing from last week till now... wheeee~

Sustained injuries...

Song of the moment: Yamenaide, Pure by KinKi Kids
this is the 1st KKK's songs which its PV i watched when i 1st got to noe them... quite nice... wif a rather cool mtv...

yay~!! i've managed to beat the boss in Tales of Rebirth b4 i went back to camp last week... but due to the minimal of time left b4 i have to leave for camp, i just saved the game immediately when i'm able to...

well... as the title says... this week i got myself some injuries... mainly is becos of the SAC (aka StingRay Assault Course... well my unit's symbol is stingray...) n due to tat we have to do some practises b4 the actual thing... today is the actual event... n all we did was:
1) swim across the swimming pool which is 50m... with our long 4 uniform...
2) wear back our boots n socks n put on our SBO, helmet rifles n any other things which each indivivual of us have to bring... n fast march to the soccer field.
3) we have to leopard crawl on the field for 40m with those equipments on... i almost died there..
4) carry the casualty on a stretcher n fast march a very long way from uphill to downhill to the SOC ground...
5) oh yes... we have to clear the SOC WITH THE BLOODY STRETCHER WITH US... n the stretcher cannot touch the ground or the obstacles... zzz... then after tat we have to collect our defense stores which is issued to our platoon n carry them with us back to the place where we started...

after the activity, i find tat my right elbow is aching... or maybe can i say my whole body is aching but my right elbow is more pain...
ok enuff talk of the army things... i say liao more sianz...

today is my pay day~~ time to update my comics collections... LoL... although i did added a new title to my collections which is... Mahou Sensei aka Magister Negi Magi bk 1-2....

I've learnt to be go on without you... Standing here, Walking Proud...

Songs of the Moments: Walking Proud by Ayumi Hamasaki
haha... no need to say... its alreadi in the title... undoubtedly my most fave ayu songs till now... thinking of how i started to love M, followed by HANABI, then No way to say, then Moments, n now is this... among all of this... HANABI gave mi the most sad feelinings n Walking Proud makes mi feel great whenever i m listening/singing it... haha... although its mtv is abit hmm..... LoL...
i just seen ayu's Step you n Is this love?'s mtvs. Step you gave mi the feeling machiam like retro lidat... or was it just mi...? as for Is this love?, ayu in there is very chio~~!! i think guys see liao will got the "zettai mamotte~!!" de feeling...

Yesterday tried continue playing my Tales of Rebirth... but then after the password-solving quest which i sort of cheated (i went to Gamesfaq.com to see cos i dun understand japanese..), i reached another point where i have to fight 2 bosses together... but i think my party's lvl is not high enuff... my party keep dying n i have to constantly reviving them. i used up 50% of my items just to heal/revive my party but neither of the bosses is dead yet... i think i will have to take my party to undergo another session of hell training le... zzz....

today i went amk wif kyo. then at there we met up wif bahamut... well some of u ppl who didn noe, among a grp of my frens we addressed each others by our forum's nicks... tats y u will see mi addressing them by some nicks instead of real names (n tats how i got my "Miyamoto" or "Miya"...) in my blog entries... I tested out a new decklist for my DM (Yugioh).... although still not used to it, but i quite like it... so i think i will stick to it for quite awhile... we spent the half of the day at the Mac there playing deck, n took our dinner there... although my cough is still there n i still got abit slight headache, i still go eat fast food.. well... i think this will recover sooner or later ba... haha...

I managed to control my urge of buying comics today~ or maybe cos i've forgotten abt it due to my full attention on deck-training the whole day... hahaa.... tats a gd things ba...

during near midnight, 1 of my frens called mi n we chatted for an hour... after toking to her, i think it is also time for mi to learn to carry on my life without the person in my mind... although she will still be my source of energy, but i wont demand anything.. just let things maintain this way... n i noe i will do just fine... thanks for everything up till now... _____...... (ok i censored the name so let u ppl to fill in the blank... LoL)

There's nv a day I have to remember u, cos i nv had a moment forgot u...

Song of the Moment: HANABI by Ayumi Hamasaki
oh yes... this song used to be my most fave ayu songs in the past... due to the sentence which i put in the title (tats a part of the chorus)... i simply like tat sentence alot... hehe... but then the down side is... this song dun have a mtv... sobs...

today is a fine sunny day... i remember i yesterday was very sick... due to the coughing... which led to sore throat n headache... i think i got fever but i nv measure my tempreture... i almost slept for the whole yesterday... i remember i slept from 1-3+ then 4+ to next morning~!! when i woke up i see the sky is like abit dim... then i thought it was ard 6pm+ on thursday... then i reached for my hp n see got 1 msg... it is from 1 of my ex classmates.. a gd nite msg... then i think to myself... y is she sending mi gd nite msg when it is not nite yet? then i noticed the time sent.. it was ard 11.30pm+ then i look at my hp's calender... my god.. it was alreadi friday... ard 7.30am+... i was like "wah lao... i wasted 1 day just for sleeping..."

today i didn do much things though... except i finished the comics which i bought on wednesday(remember i mentioned something abt going out...? yes.. i went out to buy comics.. hahaha...) hmm... i bought Waq Waq #2, School Rumble #1 n DearS #2... all ar those new titles in my collections... mainly cos the older titles haben release their latest issue yet.. hehe...

this morning i went to POSBank at Chong Pang city to have my bank book redo... well... my bank book lost... n... actually i forgotten where i placed it in my hm... i just couldn't find it... so might as well redo another new 1... but then abit ex sia... $15... i can buy up to 3 comics wif tat....

well... later i will be going out again.. see got any comics released... hehe...

No way to say...

Song of the moment: No way to say by Ayumi Hamasaki
as usual Ayu's songs very easily gets the song of the moment to me.. haha... this is a very nice song with 1 of the best ayu mtvs ever made... dunno y.. i just simply loves this song's mtv..

i thought i was gonna rot in camp for another week after a few hours of booking-out-resting-at-hm.... but heng heng my CO gave us off on thursday n friday n my 2IC gave mi off on Wednesday... so tats y i m here today~ ahhahaa... although nothing much to say... *cough*.... later will be going out for awhile *cough*... oh yeah... i have been coughing since this morning... maybe yesterday i eat too much heaty food..? but then i got eat those cooling food to neutralise mah... cough till abit sore throat le... sianz...

once again... i still couldn't get a new com for myself yet... n recently i think i will be spending quite alot... so i wonder when then i can get my new com...

few days ago i just chatted wif my fren on fone in camp till midnight... we talked abt many things... including the past, present n the future... n even talk abt death... hahahaha... n i told her some of the secrets of my heart... oops... hahaha... yeah... i seldom or rarely talk abt tat to my frens... but i think she can be trusted n sensitive enuff to listen to my things... somehow... i felt abit regret over some things in the past... if only i managed to voice out my feelings.. do wat i last time dun dare... maybe today i will not be myself... hehe... but then... since the choices were made by mi... so i told myself not to regret them but to learn from them... oh god.. pls give mi another chance... will ya...?