Losing you.. I even have phobia smiling...

Song of the moment: Planeterium by Otsuka Ai
last time when i browsing thru the forum for downloading jpops, i came across this song. but then i read the song title i was thinking its nothing spectacular... but after i downloaded her latest album Love Cook recently... i then realised this song is so nice... gives mi the sad sad feeling...

finally christmas is past... but nothing seems to be changing.. haha... except tat i spent alot this month... at 1st wanted to help doris celebrate her bday de... but then due to some reasons she cant make it again for mi... hai... till now the present is still wif mi... i dunno when i can pass it to her... but i alreadi promised myself tat this will be the Saigo no Okurimono for her... i somehow have to learn to move forward from it....

bought the following this week: Suzuka #7 n Silver Soul #8...

Little Mermaid...

Song of the moment: Mei Ren Yu by Lin Junjie
to mi i think this is my most fave song among all jj's songs... LoL... but 1 thing which turns mi off.. is tat i cant project my voice to tat high pitch to sing tat song~!! zzz...

1st of all... let mi !@#$ at my com... it was alreadi midnight n i was forcing myself to complete this entry... n when i clicked "publish post" guess wat... "page cannot be found" i clicked
back" it returns to the post-create page wif blank text... zzz... kaoz...

finally my POI have came to an end... no more of those 12hr straight shift of non stop megamix... although there's gd n bad pts staying there...
gd pts:
our bunks ar air-conditoned.
no other trainings during this period.
we get to bk out for 1 day for every 2 day shift.
we get to celebrate our xmas n new yr eve...

bad pts:
its freaking far from my hm~!!
everyday we ar eating almost the same food... kaoz... make mi grew so many ulcers..
we burned our weekends sometimes
the 12 hr shift isn't something to mess ard wif... 1 mistake n there u go... kana charged...

ok then wats next? more route marches, weapon proficiency test just to preare us for our last major event... atech...

recently have been training quite alot on KOF XI... its so fun training wif new characters which i nv thought of.. hahha... but of all Momoko is still my fave~ she became my 1st team ever since maylee was removed... if only both of them ar in the same year... zzz...

today just went to orchard wif nash, his gf n kyo to orchard to buy a new bag for myself... then went to parklane wif them to play kof... it was fun but then... my joystick is faulty~!! i bo tai bo ji kana nash's king's leader 2 times n kana down D dunno how many times... sianz...

Girlfriend... Boyfriend...?

Song of the moment: You, Birthday Eve by Koda Kumi
ok once again i m puting multiple songs as my song of the moment... cos i happened to dl both of them ard the same period n both songs i liked very much... LoL...

ok nevermind the blog entry title... it does not have anything to do wif mi.. i m just trying to match my msn nick wif this using 1 of the chapter titles of the comic Suzuka aka Liang Feng. Kinda lame rite..? LoL...

1 week has passed ever since i started my POI (Protection of Installations)... its so f***ing tiring... every shift sure not enuff sleep de... 12hrs of duty without sleeping... hai... the only entertainment we can have during out duties ar our mp3 players (strictly only wif speakers..) n the communication among our company ppl thru the comms set... as u noe... when we can toking thru the comms, most of the time we have to use codeword to represent wat we ar actually toking abt... for example: everytime we wan to express out the word "thank you", we dun say it the normal way n instead, we say something like "tanko-yanki"... i asked my frens wat it means at 1st.. they say they expressed it tat way cos both words have the short form of 'TY'... wtf... but for my case i use 'terriyaki' for my 'thank you'... i think all my frens didn noticed the difference in my pronounanciation..? LoL...

tuesday when i got a day off after my duty, i went to orchard to meet up wif nash to buy the bday present for doris... after considering several items, i finalised wif a bracelet wif a small thin metal bar to carve her name on it.. gd thing the price of the bracelet is still within my budget...

christmas is coming soon too... currently i have no major events of celebration... how i hope ppl can come jio mi out on those days... *blinks*

Until the Snow Stops...

Song of the moment: Powder Snow by Ayumi Hamasaki
recently went back to dig up her old songs to listen... this is 1 of my top 10 favourites in the past... 1 of the reasons i dropped this song out of my ranking is tat... it doesn't have a mtv~!! hai... same goes to HANABI... zzz...

nothing really much happen... just dun feel like posting 1 liner... since i promised someone i wont do tat.. LoL~!!
just bought the following comics: Samurai Deeper kyo #34, Liang Feng #6 n Yi Qi Dang Qian #4-8...

Twist of Destiny...?

Song of the moment: Ye Qu by Jay Chou
at 1st when i listen to this song i find it quite alrite nia... but not ever since i see the mtv... i like the mtv girl so much~ wahahaha...

finally 1 shot got a long weekend until 6th dec~ although 1 day was wasted due to my guard duty... but it was worth it~ cos in addtion of this duty, i've alreadi done 3 duties for the month of november... 2 weekdays n 1 weekend... which means i wont get to burn my christmas eve n new yr day doing duty for this month~ hahaha...

shou jing's bday is coming soon... 5th december.. n so ar 1 of my buddy in camp keith... they both falls on the same day.. although 1 is 1984 n another is 1985.. haha.. ok happy birthday~!! but then no presents hor... haha... kinda broke this month.. bought too many things liao...

today went to update my comics collection again... i bought The Ravages of Time #21, Ying Hun #7, Zet Man #5, Naruto #30 n Ichigo 100% #17~!! some of them ar my top favourites~ hahaha... although ichigo is coming to an end... but then my love for it will never end... hahaha... sounds rubbish eh...?

finally~

Song of the moment: Fa Ru Xue by Jay Chou
whooo~ i love this song so much~!! it is almost the type of song which i like very much... although the video is not as nice as i expected it to be... zzz...

finally the Safkar Indopura is over... not much training was done.. so i think its quite alrite... i was arrow-ed to become the platoon IC for the 1st week... n since during this period seldom have ppl mia mysteriously... so i dun mind being the IC...

finally the Unforgiven booster was released for Raw Deal.. i spent quite alot on this set alone... hopefully i can finishes up the superstars which i wanted...

i noticed it has been a long time since i posted a long blog entries... how i wish i have tat much things to say like last time... maybe once i have my holidays i can play more often which means more things to say...

Cutie Honey + Butterfly + Hands...?

Song of the moment: Cutie Honey, Butterfly and Hands by Koda Kumi
ok this is the 1st time i 1 shot gave 3 songs a ranking... well since i started to like these songs at the same time n i dun have time to rank each n every of them 1 by 1... LoL... Cutie Honey is fast n sweet, Butterfly is fast too n full os energy... n Hands is a ballads-typed sentimental song...

ok i managed to survived 1 week at the Amoy Quee Camp wif the Indos... although the real outfield training haben really started.. but i think should be quite ez for mi.. just tat recently i might not be able to get enuff sleep... due to some "night activities" going on in my bunk... (not those perverted stuffs... zzz...)

recently Mario Kart DS has released for NDS... i heard tat it is very similar to the Chocobo Racing for PS... which i like it very much~ so i guess i will give this game a try... since it is able to link up to 8 players too... sounds fun~!!

Long Time No See~

Song of the moment: Hao Jiu Bu Jian by 5566
at 1st when i hear a small part of the preview i alreadi quite like this song... this song is so cheerful.. which doesn't seems to be my type though.. LoL

from next monday onwards, i will be staying at amoy quee camp for 2 weeks... n the 1st week we ar not allow to bk out... dunno true or not... sad... so many things to do yet army still like this... i guess all i can do is enjoy my last days... LoL...

i have been sick for this week... yesterday i had headache, sore throat, cough n flu... so irritating.. argh... my plan for ktv session~!! no~~~~!!

Love across the ocean...

Song of the moment: Love Across the Ocean by Koda Kumi
this is inside the album which i downloaded recently.. i enqueued the whole album n started listening to it 1 by 1... then suddenly i came across this song... it got a nice starting which i like.. then just as i expected... this song is awesome~!!

today marks the end of my 1 week break from camp... although i didn do anything spectacular.. but i quite enjoyed myself this week... i started playing the new kof games KOF XI... it's uses about the same game system as KOF2003 but then this time round have added features n better graphics.. after this coming week i will not have the free time to play as i like alreadi.. cos i will be going to Ang Mo Quey Camp (i think tats the name..) which is somewhere in Yio Chu Kang for the Safkar Indopura... so wat it does? we have to live there for 2 weeks... with a group of indonesian soldiers... then we will be having cross-trainings... which we exchanges our way of training... kinda dumb... zzz... ok well... i dun feel like saying much... i will update once i got the time again...zzz..

If I am the Wind, I'll stay by ur side...

Song of the moment: Moments by Ayumi Hamasaki
oh wow... i didn notice this song didn get any shot of the song of the moment yet... this song used to be my favourite after beating my HANABI last time... nice mtv...although abit bloody...

this week have been quite shack for mi... all the trainings keep coming up... but then i m very happy~ cos i passed my SOC for my 2nd yr in just the 1st test.. with a timing of 8mins 40secs.. n on top of tat, yesterday i just went for the combat shoot for my 2nd yr... n my whole platoon get the Marksman badge~ i scored a 39/40 for day n night shoot.. n my section scored 93%+ overall.. wheee~

for this week i bought a new comic title... its called 'Ying Hun'.. translate to english directly is something like 'Silver Soul'... i got to noe this comic when i played my Jump Superstars on my NDS few months ago... i always wanted to try it out, n few days ago i really went to buy it..
next week i will be having almost the whole week off... except saturday which i have to go back camp to do my guard duty.. !#$%^ but then nvm.. i will still try to enjoy my off days~

Little Blacksmith..

Song of the moment: Mi Lan De Xiao Tie Jiang by Jay Chou
last time i heard this song from the radio... it is so nice.. but then i dunno the title.. then got 1 day i went to nash's hm.. he play the Jay's 8th Dimension album. then i was listening to the songs when suddenly i heard this song again~ then i just borrow the cd from him back hm to rip into my com... wahahahha~

i endured so long finally survived till another weekend.. this week's training schedule was inhuman... all 5 days ar physical trainings... n my whole body ended up aching everywhere... oh man... i need rest~!! but then.. the upcoming weeks ar more jialat... how i wish i can get a MC n slack at hm~

i finally re-installed back my Ragnarok Online~!! now is abt time for mi to go join back... wheee~!!

this week i bought some titles: Open Sesame #12, Naruto #27 n Mahou Sensei #9 n 10...

Cause I love you baby I'll be with you...

Song of the moment: Bonnie Butterfly by KinKi Kids
ok i didn noe i didn made this song my song of the moment... since it is my most fave KinKi Kids songs.. kaoz.. the mtv... doesn't seems like an odinary mtv... cos it is like a short drama with the normal talking... n this is a sequel from the other songs too... like Eien no Bloods, Kokoro ni yume wo kimi ni wa ai wo and Hakka Candy..these 4 mtvs form up a short drama.. in any cases u can request it from mi... LoL...

ok today marks the end of my off-in-lieu... so sad... cos i can no longer sleep till so late n play whole day.. back to the normal training programs... but then as long as no outfield for mi, i anything also can..

recently i bought another few comics... like MAR #10, Samurai Deeper Kyo #33 and DNAngel #11... yes ur eyes aren't playing tricks on u... its DNAngel~!! finally... after 2 yrs of long waiting, it finally releases the #11 issue.. i feel so touched cos i thought the artist has stopped drawing for DNAngel n proceed to draw for her new comics... but since it was released, i shall enjoy myself for the last time~

Moving on Without You...

Song of the moments: Depend on you by Ayumi Hamasaki
this is the 1st ayu song i heard when i was ard sec 2...? mtv wise i like the last part where ayu slowly opens up her palms then got tons of shining butterflies fly out from inside... at 1st i like this song very much, but slowly i notice she got many other songs which is very nice also... anyway i chose this song out of sudden cos of someone... i last time used to depend on her for many things which i do... cos to mi i think as long as i m doing for her then everything can be done... wahahhaa..

today is ard half of my 1 week break's gone... but nvm... cos i bought a new com which i always wanted ever since last time.. finally i can play back my ragnarokonline... i have been staying at hm for today... trying to get my com to my usual settings.. but i think tml i will be going out... since staying at hm everyday doesn't suit mi.. hahaha...

last night i called her out of sudden... but then she told mi her hp low batt n she's still in office working... so i no choice but to hang up n use sms instead... we chatted for quite sometimes until she went hm....
she asked mi "if u work in a company very long liao, boss n other colleagues very gd to u.. then suddenly 1 day the company merged with other company, the boss was changed n other colleagues were post to other branches left u alone wat will i do..?" i replied "i will see if i can cope wif the new ppl or not lor... dun quit so easily as finding job is not ez..." but then she say her new boss make her work 3hr OT everyday but still get back same pay without the OT... kaoz... then i tell her if lidat then might as well quit.. since working more without pay doesn't sounds right... but then she hasitated cos she only have ite cert, very hard to find job compared to her other colleagues who possessed diploma... i advised her to find another job 1st... if find liao then quit lor... then she nv reply anymore... guessed she must have fallen asleep.. hahaha.... but well... hope she can find another better job after this 1...

Silent Night...

Song of the moment: Xiao Shi by Nan Quan Ma Ma
the 1st time i hear this song, it sounds not bad... but after listening to it serveral times, i like it very much~ a gd choice to be sung in ktv wif another partner~

after resting for a few days, my injuries on my tail bone seems to be recovered 50% liao.. hope this injury dun follow mi anymore once i fully recovers...

recently i have been spending quite alot... on food... on cards... on games... on comics... or on transportation..
although i have been cutting short on comics, but no comics = dead miya... so i still bought Legend of Dragon Son #34, Air Gear #11 n Open Sesame #11... as for games i bought Castlevania Dawn of Sorrow for my NDS~~ i have been expecting it ever since i bought my NDS... its such a nice game tat every NDS owner should get it... wahahaha...

today i went to tampines to clear 1 of my old debts... then after tat i went to music junction to buy Ayumi's Heaven single n Arena Tour DVD... the dvd left 1 set so i just take it.. then i was looking ard n couldn't find the single.. then i say "wah lao... here also dun have meh...?" then i ask Jing whether he got see when he came here earlier but he say no... then just when i decided to call Angela to ask her where bought hers... then i noticed its just beside BoA's cd... right in the middle of the whole table.. kaoz... later maybe can watch while devouring the potato chips which i stocked up yesterday~ hehe...

ur smile is my energy~!!

Song of the moment: HEAVEN by Ayumi Hamasaki
ok this is the song which accompanied mi thru the overseas training in brunei... so it deserves the 1st place the 2nd time in my song of the moment.. hehe...

as u ppl might alreadi noe, i just came back from brunei... it was ard 17-18 days at there... not much to describe... just tat it is quite a backward country, mostly is forests n hills... the army camp there was... a hell... compared to my current 1 in sg... their food taste like shit... the soup is dunno whether is sweet or salty... the chicken drumsticks is pink in colour... the vegetables dunno got cook fully or not.. even the syrup water dunno they ar budget on the syrup itself or not... kaoz...

the 1st outfield at there is Ex Nomad, which is a navigation exercise... all we have to do is travel inside the forest with only maps, compass, signal sets n our own personal equipments to look for different checkpoints everywhere in the jungle... for 3 days 2 nites... we went up n down hills dunno how many times... n by the way we ar not walking on 2 feets... we ar climbing here n there with our 4 limbs, bashing thru all the vegetations... there was 1 time i walking halfway suddenly i saw something crawling on the floor... its a scorpian, length ard 20cm long... looks kinda cool as i see it crawls away... LoL... ok not so bad we managed to find 3 checkpoints, 1 mid points n 1 end points in total. the passing criteria is 2 check 1 mid n 1 end...

for the 2nd 1, we ride in a helicopter to a small little camp in the middle of a jungle. its called Jungle Village. same thing, 3 days 2 nites.. but we ar doing different things here... many different platoon n company training... but at least we got to sleep in the wooden hut... n thanks to the constant big rain at nite tat 2 nite exercises is canceled... as i thought everything is going to be fine... the 3rd day, we woke up ard 3am+ n started to move out ard 4am... everything is so dark here... (did i mention u cant even see ur 5 fingers at nite?) n muddy... 1 of my feet slipped on the mud n i thought i was going to fall, i used my 2nd feet to balance... but my 2nd feet slipped too~ then piack~!! i fell down on the mud n my tailbone actually hit something hard like a rock... this is where i substain injuries... but i still managed to complete my 2nd outfield...

the last 1, which is also the most fearsome 1... is called Ex Buaya... 4 days 3 nites... all we did was to captured the 1st objective, which concludes Buaya 1.... then proceed to walk all the way, from mountain foot to mountain head, then cross the river (which has crocodiles roaming ard...), then walk across the 7 wonders.... then finally arrive at our last form-up-place... then we ended it wif another fight on top on the hill... sounds ez... but many ppl fall out from this exercise... but i managed to survive it too~!! wheeee~~~ round of applause for mi~~!! hahaha...

after the series of outfield, we have 2 days of admin work then 1 day of R&R b4 coming back to sg... omg... this is my 1st time missing singapore...

Soba ni ite... Aisuru hito...

Song of the moment: HEAVEN by Ayumi Hamasaki
it has been a long time ever since ayu's new singles can beat my top 3 songs in my own oricon... LoL... this song is very very nice... a slow sentimental song... n th is the 1st ever song which was not written by ayu herself.. i'm used to appreciate every song lyrics wrote by her... although this was not written by her, but this is truly another song which made a big impact to my oricon... i give it #3 for now... beating my "no way to say"... n i think my "moments" is going to lose out soon.. hahaha... if only this song is accompanied by a great mtv like no way to say or walking proud... then it might rise up to the top~!! hehe

another week has passed... n the day for mi to leave for brunei is coming... i currently left with 3 days b4 i have to carry my luggage to set off to the road to hell... so the only way of consoling myself is to play as much as i can b4 i going off... i keep wondering will i die down there... since tat place is known as hell to every ns man...

looks like these few days i will keep going amk to play raw deal n Neo Geo Battle Collosiuem... although i m going broke soon.. but i still decide to expend all my money b4 going brunei... wahaha..

Does this voice reaches u..? Does it ring in ur heart..?

Song of the moment: Walking Proud by Ayumi Hamasaki
so its this song again cos i really wanted to sing this song to this special someone...

I've managed to survive this week... 3 days of field camp... i almost died... my legs is still aching after 1-2 days back in camp from the outfield... thursday 1st half of my day is cleaning of the rifles... then after tat is free time all the way til night time... friday we had battalion 6km life run..(at 1st is 14km but due to the 21km marathon going to take place on sunday, it has been reduced to 6km instead...) then after tat is area cleaning (as usual...) then follow by lunch then booking out...

i went to amk after staying at hm for awhile to update myself thru the forums, sites which i frequents... i went to check my bank acc... although it was supposed to get the pay at night time ard 11-11.30pm... but i still check whether it has reached earlier or not... but to my expectation it didn... hahaha...

it was ard 7.30pm+ when this special someone msg mi... i known her for 3 yrs+ ever since i went to ite... i then called her to chat awhile wif her... her voice is still the same... although not the sweety honey type... but i still feel very comfortable just by listening to her toking... it was just casual tok without a single serious issue... although i noe she is facing some financial problems... but she still sounded quite cheerful... although i not sure whether she still wif her tat so called bf... (i hoped not... i tried asking but she nv answer mi...) but nvm... as long as i can see her safe n sound i m alreadi happy le...

i continued to stay at amk until ard night time then i went KFC wif kelvin n kyo they all.. then ard 10pm i kyo n jeffery went to arcade to train up on the new game which arrives not long ago... Neo Geo Battle Collosiuem~~ its a nice game compared to the previous kof titles... got so many new characters to choose from... finally i can get to train some characters which is not from kof series... it was then ard 11.50pm when we left the arcade... i went to the atm to check out my pay... yeah~!! finally arrive le... although not as much as i expected... (cos i was expecting advance pay due to my overseas training but it didn...) but somehow i think i can manage to survive this month... n maybe finally quench my thirst on the comics which has been releasing ever since i stopped buying new ones... ROARS~!! here i come....

Kore wa....Koi?

Song of the moment: Is This Love? by Ayumi Hamasaki
Exciting music, very nice hairstyle done to Ayu in tat mtv, abit dunno wat the mtv is abt...(although most of the mtv i dunno wats it toking abt... -.- )

This week have been a tiring week for mi ever since NDP period... monday i went for the river-crossing exercise at tekong, tuesday we had IPPT test (although i no need take anymore~), wednesday got battalion 12km liferun, thursday we went for navigation exercise at mandai... but luckily friday we had a early book out... n i have been trying to play as much as i can whenever i get the chance...

I have been spending very much on Raw Deal this month... n i guess it will be the same for next month... n instead i have not been touching my DM for quite sometime ever since the last world of jj tourney... yesterday, which is the saturday i just re-edited my deck to suit the latest banned list. although its the old decklist, but its not bad afterall...

yesterday when i went amk, i asked shou jing to accompny mi to Tenchi... n out of my expectation... 100% Ichigo released its bk 16~!! oh my *toot*-ing god.... i have been keeping very very strictly to my budget this week but this thing just poped out from nowhere... making mi really feel like just heck care everything n buy the comic... grrrr...... i think i still manage to endure just 1 more week b4 my next pay arrives....

Zzzness...

Song of the moment: None
no song of the moment for this post... cos i feel very down becos... my block leave ends tonite... tonite i will be going back camp le... sobs... i still wanna play~~~!!

this week i have been spending alot... although i m alreadi low on budget, fortunately i have been selling my gba games to the shop i frequents... at least still can endure abit... n i didn buy any comics this month~~ oh my... this is really my guiness world record liao... i wonder how i did endure a month without buying any... seeing all those titles with the latest issues... argh~~!! i hope my pay day is coming soon... got so many things to buy...

i guess from today onwards i will only post on weekends again... since i dunno when i will get off days again... i hope i can just clear my SOC in 1 shot then i can have no more RT.. hehe...

We are not alone anymore...

Song of the moment: Trust by Ayumi Hamasaki
well.. this is my 1st most favourite ayu songs... although the mtv isn't very nicely-done... but i still like the songs... both the 1st version n the re-sang version...

wheeee~ now still enjoying my 1-week block leave... i noticed i have been spending alot... even though i have been forcing myself not to buy any comics this month.... but due to tat my lifespan was shorten... due to the fact of lacking comics to lengthen my life... hahahaa...

i have been playing the Raw Deal quite alot this week... maybe cos of the constant burning of my weekends thanks to the ndp... now i m trying to play as much as i can... as next month 21st i will be going to brunei for overseas training n comes back ard 8-9th of september... so i just heck care those things n do watever i wan for now...

Ouch~

Song of the moment: Jue Jiang by May Day
ok ever since i started listen to their songs i find some of their songs more n more nice le... this is 1 of them... -.-

finally my NDP is over... but i just started doing all the teardown job of the places at Marina... under the hot sun... it is more worse than NDP itself... n thanks to tat... i get sun burns everywhere on my body... ouch.... now i just hope i can finish the thing fast n go for my off days... i missed the days i can go out every weekend to play deck or go out wif my frens~ damn tat NDP...

Kimi no Egao....

Song of the moment: Ni De Wei Xiao by FIR
ok this is 1 of the songs which made mi feel like listening to FIR... haha... nice rymthm n lyrics~ hehe...

whoo~ it has been nearly 3 weeks since my last blog entry... it was partly due to my internet down for 2 weeks+ and another reasons is becos my unit is in charge of the NDP parade at Marina South n i have to keep burning away my weekends...

I was very happy this few weeks due to something...
1stly, i got my IPPT Gold again for my 2nd work year~ say gd bye to my IPPT training coming up for the 2nd year~~ another thing is... the NDS game which i waited for very long time... JUMP SuperStars is alreadi out~!! this game have my fave characters from Ichigo 100% inside~~... wheeee~!! i have been playing it every now n then when i got the time in between my parade breaks... then another thing is... i finally managed to survive thru the month of july n i got my august pay~!! but somehow i got a feeling this money wont last mi long too... wahahaha...

The Night That Doesn't Disappears...

Song of the moment: Bu Hui Xiao Shi De Ye Wan by SHIN
this song is intro to mi by 1 of my platoon mates... although not as nice as the previous 1 which i listed, but it still a not bad song after all...

this whole week kinda sianz... nothing interesting really happens... just tat for the nights of wednesday, thursday n friday, i keep booking in n out for my nightsoff... kinda waste transport fees...

yesterday (which is saturday) i went to comics connection to update abt the recent published titles... oh my... Ichigo 100% #15~!! n even Air Gear #10~!! although still got some other titles which i waited very long like Open Sesame #9 which i waited for almost 1 yr...? but then due to my low budget this month, i can only buy the 1st 2 titles... i was thinking how m i going to survive wif so little comics... thanks to nash he lent mi his Full Metal Alchemist #1-10.. which i can use to burn thru my boring weekends...

today i went to amk to participate in the raw deal tourney, i m glad tat my results were somehow better than the 1st tourney... although i didn manage to win in the end, but i will just absorb the tourney experience bit by bit then... i was rather happy tat my circle of raw deal players is slowly getting bigger... i hope some of my closer frens can start playing it too...

The Night I Miss You...

Song of the moment: Xiang Ni De Ye by SHIN
oh yeah... its the hanyu pin yin for the title of my blog entry... the night i miss u... miss who? hmmm... last time used to have 1.... now.... no more.... wahahahaa....

whole week in camp is either going marina south there to do all the prep work for the ndp thingy, or just staying in camp doing all the physical training... have been keep playing my Fire Emblem so much just to try to complete it by this week... but i failed... i was at the last chapter though... hope few days later can complete it n start off wif my new game Riviera The Promised Land...

this month i guess i cannot afford to buy any comics le... spent too much... although today i went comics connection i saw some new issues of the titles which i m collecting... sobs...
today reach amk at ard 4.15pm... played WWE deck with kelvin for awhile b4 i left the place temporily to meet yu ting for dinner... quite sometime nv see her le n since she was thinking either to buy dinner hm or eat there, i just ask her to meet up n eat... so far she is the only ger who can tok abt almost everything with mi... so i quite enjoy chatting wif her... she reminded mi tat kevlyn, my gan mei's bday is coming... but i haben buy anything for her yet~!! i think have to let nash decide n do the job of buying the present again le...

Me, Myself & Destiny...

Song of the moment: Wen Rou by MayDay
i personally like this song cos i like to sing this when i go ktv... hehe... maybe becos it doesn't require high pitch... hahaha....

yesterday, which is saturday, was 1 of my expensive day... i actually spend a holy four hundred dollars plus... guess wat i bought... i bought a Nintendo DS, SD Gundam DS, Riviera The Promised Land x2 (1 for mi n 1 for my fren), a pouch for my NDS n screen protection for my NDS... now kinda broke right after 1 day after i got my pay... hahaha... but then nvm... since i long long time then got this chance to reward myself... so y not...? well... now the next game which i wanted most is the Jump Superstars which is going to release in Japan in august... for the time being i shall entertain myself wif the games which i bought... n maybe some link game wif my other frens who owned NDS too... Oh yah... as for the title... i named my NDS Destiny... so tats y u get the title... LoL

Me & my fairyland...

Song of the moment: fairyland by Ayumi Hamasaki
ok this song is the latest single by ayumi which is going to be released soon... i got the file cos someone in the net rip it off from the live performance itself n post it in net... overall this song give mi the feelings like 1 of her older songs... but i think this 1 is much better... hope can get to see the PV soon... everytime hear the word "fairyland" will always make mi think abt how i wanted to be able to stay in 1 n nv going to come out from it... hahaa...

yesterday my company had a 10km road march at East Coast... due to yesterday is Youth's Day, there's quite some ppl there to see... as we walking, many things dropped off ppl's field pack n SBOs... things like the bi-pod of the 84mm weapon... n things like the mess mug... wahahaha... although i dun find this march really shiong, but the pressure exerted on my shoulder by all the many things hanging on my neck n shoulder make mi feel very pain... haha... after we came back from the march, ard evening time then my whole company went for a day off for tuesday given by my OC for achieving a 100% passes for IPPT n SOC for my company...

hai... although i m getting my pay during this coming weekend.. but i'm alreadi broke... thinking of selling of some of my GBA games to the gameshop which i frequents... n with tat money i might be able to buy some comics~!! oh~ i have nearly 2 weeks nv buy new comics le... whole body is itching for mi to do so.... wahahaha....

Your Innocence and My Confession...

Song of the moment: M by Ayumi Hamasaki
oh yes.... this song once again became my song of the moment due to some reasons... well... the reason is... i finally found the imaginary mtv ger for this song~~ ok nvm if u dun understand wat i meaning... i'm like this... take it or leave it... anyway the ger is mentioned below... hehe...

this week at camp kinda sux... sergeants throwing mi chores last minute n asking mi to finish within a very short timings... i decided to anyhow do it... then tell him next week got time then help he redo it though... n i was asked to do guard duty this saturday~~ which is tml... dammit... my precious saturday~~~!! nothing much happen in camp except on the thursday... i actually had a strange dream...(i always have strange dreams.... LoL...) although i dun think its gd to say out but nvm... laugh if u wan...
on thursday nite, i dreamt tat i was in a sch... n according to my memories... i was at riverside secondary sch... although i dunno any single person in the whole sch, but i actually recognised 1 of them... it's... urrrmm.... Marilyn from my ex-working place... (i disclosed the name as i think most ppl who read my blogs didnt noe who is she... except nash... but i dun think he read my blogs frequetly...) dunno due to wat reasons... she nearly fall off 1 of the ledges... but was saved by mi (i think i managed to pull her up from the edge...).. she was then very grateful to mi n wanted to repay mi...
she then asked mi "hey chris, wat u wan in return?" I.... errrrr... actually replied her "i dun need anything lah... u just marry me can le~" she then said "huh? dun crack this kind of jokes lah.." i then tell her i m not joking n i actually confessed to her!!... ok i find this VERY VERY strange cos although i admit myself tat i like her, but tat was becos i treat her like my cute little sister who loves to tok craps n joke wif mi... but then when i think of tat again... the other side of mi within myself was telling mi tat was not the truth... i remembered 1 of my frens told mi tat the person u loved or like very much will not appear in ur dreams... but the person u least expected will keep appearing in ur dreams... this was the 2nd time she appeared in my dreams... wahaha... true enuff... the person i once loved did not appear in my dreams a single time... well... lets just treat this as 1 of my special dramas going on in my dreams ba~~ next time if i have any strange dream i will post it out again... just dun spread this ard.... hahaha...

ok 1 more thing tat i wanted to told u ppl... tat is... i finally passed my Business Law paper~!! last year i went back to my sch to take my certificate, i was unable to do so cos i still have 1 paper haben pass... n my cert is incomplete... so i have to retake it this May.... i was not very confident abt tat paper but i think i have tried my best... n today i just received my statement of results from my sch n when i open it, i got a 'S' for my BL1~~ (S stands for satisfactory..)... so overall this week was not totally sux for mi...

this week i didn buy any comics though... cos due to the fact tat i m running out of money soon~~ but luckily pay day is next week only... so i just endure till tat day will do...

Kimi ni saigo no okurimono...

Song of the moment: Hui Zhe Chi Pang de Nu Hai by Joey Rong Zhu Er
ok i seldom rank those songs sung by artists whom i seldom listen de... but then ever since i hear it sung by 1 of the finalists from the Jue Dui SuperStars, i feel tat it is a very nice song.. hehe...

ok nothing much to complain now... just the usual stuffs....

I downloaded a short clip of the latest jdrama by Domoto Tsuyoshi... title is "Last Present" which explains the title of this blog entry... a very touching story... although i hope the actual drama is not as short as the clip i've dl...

this week i've bought DearS #3, Naruto #26... tats all... tml, which is saturday i might go buy some more new ones...

Ikari wo... Kanashimi wo....

Song of the moment: Delicious Way by Mai Kuraki
this is 1 of the few jpop songs which i listened when i 1st got into the world of jpop... quite a nice song...

today was the DMCT's qualifiers... i didn make it to the top 2 (which can enters into the finals) for today's division... somehow i noticed the problem is still the same... lies within mi... the mid-to-end-game card-management... y cant i can be like my other frens...? they can manage their cards well, turning the table when it is critical... is this the lvl which i can nv reach...? as the title says... i m very angry n very sad... angry is becos i lost to someone i disliked... sad is becos i didn manage to fulfill my wish for the qualifiers...

1 more hr b4 i left for my camp... hai... luckily i got off this week... so still can slack abit...

Fire on the Water, Shadow over Mysteria...

Song of the moment: Ame no Melody by KinKi Kids
this is 1 of their songs which i saw the PV b4 listening the mp3 1st... not bad for a PV... quite nice... hehe...

friday i went to sentosa for my company's cohesion day... we were being ordered to get into the water so... i have to get drenched in the end... after playing some of the stupid games they organised, i went to idle myself inside the water, with only my head outside the water... the weather is hot n the water is cooling... well after the thing, i went hm to take a bath n went to amk to train/practise for the DMCT's qualifiers. (aka Duel Monsters Central Tournament) well... this tournament is organised once every year starting from year 2000 (if i remembered correctly) but later changed to once every half year... this is when many of the DMC's members gathered to compete against each other for the top places... as usual i camped all the way at mac till ard 11.30pm+ then i went hm...

yesterday (saturday) i went to amk once again... to prepare myself for the tourney... trained all the way with bahamut... but then i'm still worry abt some of the strange decks which might appear during tml's qualifiers... well... lets just see how things work out tml ba....

for this week i bought the following comics~~: Mahou Sensei #7-8, Samurai Deeper Kyo fans booklet n The Ravages of Time #19... wheee~

Fire Melts Ice, Water Extinguishes Fire...

Song of the moment: Velvet no Yami by KinKi Kids
this was the latest single's song which they ar going to release... its been quite sometime since their last single... very nice... those who wan can request from mi... hehe...

this week is rather slack... in camp only have physical trainings... except the morning 8km battalion life run on wednesday... all of us were praying hard for rain.. the skies were quite dark b4 the run starts... n while we were doing warm-up, it started to rain slightly... n we still proceeds our run... after running for 2 mins+, the rain suddenly became very big... big till every rain droplets hit u with 1 HP dmg... (ok nvm... just very big can le...) as i myself hate rain very much, my morale at tat moment was of cos very low... but too bad tats life i have to keep running... it was soon the whole body was drenched n we started stepping onto pools of water to splash water on each other's legs... LoL... hmm... somehow i managed to survive the run... maybe becos the cold n wet weather had make my body to stay on a low temperature...

although i had a early book out on thursday evening, but tat doesn't come free... tml i have to reach sentosa b4 8am for my company's cohesion day... n heard from them everyone's gonna get wet.... NOOOOOO~~~~ i hate to get wet unneccessarily.. especially with clothes on... n i still cant forget last yr december, when we ar having cohesion day on the same place at sentosa too... they threw mi into the water... with my hp still inside my pocket... sobs... all my precious pics~!! i guess i just try my best to stay away from the crowds... n leave asap when i have the chance...

oh yah... as for the meaning of the title... just dun bother abt it... it has no meaning... LoL...

Mangas... Animes...

Song of the moment: Dao Dai by both Jay n Jolin
well... this is my 1st time i find tat jolin's songs is actually not bad... haha... perhaps maybe cos it is also sung by Jay himself ba...

during friday nite i went to amk awhile just to buy some comics.. ok i've bought Mahou Sensei #3-4, Zetman #4 n Erementrar Gerad #8... when i opened up EG to start off with, i noticed tat there's a few pages the printing like got double vision... n 1 of the pages behind got a small rectangle hole... i guess tats due to the printing error... so i decided to go back there to exchange for another 1 tml, which is saturday...
i reached amk at ard 11am+... i asked the assistant whether izzit possible for mi to change or not, he told mi have to see wats the problem with the comic 1st. i handed him the comic n point out to him the errors... he bring the comic to his boss n proceed to get mi a new 1... phew... this 1 dun have any more errors... i then continued to walk ard the place to see got any comics i wanna buy...(well... i wont go back empty-handed.... LoL) but i really took my time walking ard until the assistant came up to mi to ask whether i need help or not... i ask him for the comic Erementrar Gerad #1 but with a blue colour cover instead of the red colour cover, cos it is some sort like a gaiden to the original story i guess... but then he cant seems to find it so maybe its sold out... zzzz... i ended up buying Mahou Sensei #5-6 n Naruto #25....

it was ard 1pm when i leave tat shop, i then went to the card shop which i usually hang out at amk to put my bag there, then leave amk to orchard to meet nash n his frens for ktv... nash say meet at 2pm at the singtel building n ask mi dun be late... but who's late wor... i reached there at ard 1.45pm... n i waited till 2.20pm then they reached... kaoz... i left the ktv at ard 5.30pm n went back to amk... haha i stayed at the mac with my frens after the card shop closed until 11.30pm+ then we go hm...

sunday was another boring day... the whole afternoon i was idling in front of the com... all the way until evening then i went amk (again... LoL) till 11pm+ then i go hm...

today is kinda low morale as tonite i have to be back in camp by 11pm... i guess i will just idling all the way to tat period while reading comics n watching the animes which i have been dl-ing from last week till now... wheeee~

Sustained injuries...

Song of the moment: Yamenaide, Pure by KinKi Kids
this is the 1st KKK's songs which its PV i watched when i 1st got to noe them... quite nice... wif a rather cool mtv...

yay~!! i've managed to beat the boss in Tales of Rebirth b4 i went back to camp last week... but due to the minimal of time left b4 i have to leave for camp, i just saved the game immediately when i'm able to...

well... as the title says... this week i got myself some injuries... mainly is becos of the SAC (aka StingRay Assault Course... well my unit's symbol is stingray...) n due to tat we have to do some practises b4 the actual thing... today is the actual event... n all we did was:
1) swim across the swimming pool which is 50m... with our long 4 uniform...
2) wear back our boots n socks n put on our SBO, helmet rifles n any other things which each indivivual of us have to bring... n fast march to the soccer field.
3) we have to leopard crawl on the field for 40m with those equipments on... i almost died there..
4) carry the casualty on a stretcher n fast march a very long way from uphill to downhill to the SOC ground...
5) oh yes... we have to clear the SOC WITH THE BLOODY STRETCHER WITH US... n the stretcher cannot touch the ground or the obstacles... zzz... then after tat we have to collect our defense stores which is issued to our platoon n carry them with us back to the place where we started...

after the activity, i find tat my right elbow is aching... or maybe can i say my whole body is aching but my right elbow is more pain...
ok enuff talk of the army things... i say liao more sianz...

today is my pay day~~ time to update my comics collections... LoL... although i did added a new title to my collections which is... Mahou Sensei aka Magister Negi Magi bk 1-2....

I've learnt to be go on without you... Standing here, Walking Proud...

Songs of the Moments: Walking Proud by Ayumi Hamasaki
haha... no need to say... its alreadi in the title... undoubtedly my most fave ayu songs till now... thinking of how i started to love M, followed by HANABI, then No way to say, then Moments, n now is this... among all of this... HANABI gave mi the most sad feelinings n Walking Proud makes mi feel great whenever i m listening/singing it... haha... although its mtv is abit hmm..... LoL...
i just seen ayu's Step you n Is this love?'s mtvs. Step you gave mi the feeling machiam like retro lidat... or was it just mi...? as for Is this love?, ayu in there is very chio~~!! i think guys see liao will got the "zettai mamotte~!!" de feeling...

Yesterday tried continue playing my Tales of Rebirth... but then after the password-solving quest which i sort of cheated (i went to Gamesfaq.com to see cos i dun understand japanese..), i reached another point where i have to fight 2 bosses together... but i think my party's lvl is not high enuff... my party keep dying n i have to constantly reviving them. i used up 50% of my items just to heal/revive my party but neither of the bosses is dead yet... i think i will have to take my party to undergo another session of hell training le... zzz....

today i went amk wif kyo. then at there we met up wif bahamut... well some of u ppl who didn noe, among a grp of my frens we addressed each others by our forum's nicks... tats y u will see mi addressing them by some nicks instead of real names (n tats how i got my "Miyamoto" or "Miya"...) in my blog entries... I tested out a new decklist for my DM (Yugioh).... although still not used to it, but i quite like it... so i think i will stick to it for quite awhile... we spent the half of the day at the Mac there playing deck, n took our dinner there... although my cough is still there n i still got abit slight headache, i still go eat fast food.. well... i think this will recover sooner or later ba... haha...

I managed to control my urge of buying comics today~ or maybe cos i've forgotten abt it due to my full attention on deck-training the whole day... hahaa.... tats a gd things ba...

during near midnight, 1 of my frens called mi n we chatted for an hour... after toking to her, i think it is also time for mi to learn to carry on my life without the person in my mind... although she will still be my source of energy, but i wont demand anything.. just let things maintain this way... n i noe i will do just fine... thanks for everything up till now... _____...... (ok i censored the name so let u ppl to fill in the blank... LoL)

There's nv a day I have to remember u, cos i nv had a moment forgot u...

Song of the Moment: HANABI by Ayumi Hamasaki
oh yes... this song used to be my most fave ayu songs in the past... due to the sentence which i put in the title (tats a part of the chorus)... i simply like tat sentence alot... hehe... but then the down side is... this song dun have a mtv... sobs...

today is a fine sunny day... i remember i yesterday was very sick... due to the coughing... which led to sore throat n headache... i think i got fever but i nv measure my tempreture... i almost slept for the whole yesterday... i remember i slept from 1-3+ then 4+ to next morning~!! when i woke up i see the sky is like abit dim... then i thought it was ard 6pm+ on thursday... then i reached for my hp n see got 1 msg... it is from 1 of my ex classmates.. a gd nite msg... then i think to myself... y is she sending mi gd nite msg when it is not nite yet? then i noticed the time sent.. it was ard 11.30pm+ then i look at my hp's calender... my god.. it was alreadi friday... ard 7.30am+... i was like "wah lao... i wasted 1 day just for sleeping..."

today i didn do much things though... except i finished the comics which i bought on wednesday(remember i mentioned something abt going out...? yes.. i went out to buy comics.. hahaha...) hmm... i bought Waq Waq #2, School Rumble #1 n DearS #2... all ar those new titles in my collections... mainly cos the older titles haben release their latest issue yet.. hehe...

this morning i went to POSBank at Chong Pang city to have my bank book redo... well... my bank book lost... n... actually i forgotten where i placed it in my hm... i just couldn't find it... so might as well redo another new 1... but then abit ex sia... $15... i can buy up to 3 comics wif tat....

well... later i will be going out again.. see got any comics released... hehe...

No way to say...

Song of the moment: No way to say by Ayumi Hamasaki
as usual Ayu's songs very easily gets the song of the moment to me.. haha... this is a very nice song with 1 of the best ayu mtvs ever made... dunno y.. i just simply loves this song's mtv..

i thought i was gonna rot in camp for another week after a few hours of booking-out-resting-at-hm.... but heng heng my CO gave us off on thursday n friday n my 2IC gave mi off on Wednesday... so tats y i m here today~ ahhahaa... although nothing much to say... *cough*.... later will be going out for awhile *cough*... oh yeah... i have been coughing since this morning... maybe yesterday i eat too much heaty food..? but then i got eat those cooling food to neutralise mah... cough till abit sore throat le... sianz...

once again... i still couldn't get a new com for myself yet... n recently i think i will be spending quite alot... so i wonder when then i can get my new com...

few days ago i just chatted wif my fren on fone in camp till midnight... we talked abt many things... including the past, present n the future... n even talk abt death... hahahaha... n i told her some of the secrets of my heart... oops... hahaha... yeah... i seldom or rarely talk abt tat to my frens... but i think she can be trusted n sensitive enuff to listen to my things... somehow... i felt abit regret over some things in the past... if only i managed to voice out my feelings.. do wat i last time dun dare... maybe today i will not be myself... hehe... but then... since the choices were made by mi... so i told myself not to regret them but to learn from them... oh god.. pls give mi another chance... will ya...?

Resurrection of the Light

Song of the Moment: Secret of my Heart by Mai Kuraki
this song is 1 of the ones songs i liked from other artists other than those i really like... i forgot how i got to this song.. but i simply loves it.. n recently toking to someone on fone made mi suddenly remembers this song... hai... yes... the secret of my heart shall remain in my heart....

phew.... after 1 month of inactive on net, i finally got back my broadband~ but then still, my com sux... now i wanna save money to buy new com... i realised i this month actually managed to save up abit money... although anytime i have the urge of spending it on comics... i at 1st thought of giving up 1 of my hobby: Duel Monsters by selling my deck away to raise money to buy a new com.. but then due to some reasons i decided to stay to it though...

apart from the money issues, i kinda dislike this month... i finally finished 1 of the most shiong things going to happen in my ns life... but in camp keep kana those suay suay things... eg. this weekend i only book out from camp on sunday morning n have to be back by sunday evening due to some !@#$% reasons caused by my platoon sergeant... making mi more n more dislike him... n dislike army....

for my comics collections, i recently bought quite a number... although not much (well... tat amount to mi isn't much~) n i still able to keep to my budget... let see wat i've bought... although its going to breakdown soon... just left wif 2 weeks more... n i can get next month pay le...
Naruto #23-24, Zetman 1-3, samurai deeper kyo #31, Dears #1, Waq Waq #1, MAR #8-9, The Ravages of Times #16-18 n lastly my fave comic as always Ichigo #14~

Sick n more sick...

Song of the Moment: Hong Dou by Faye Wong

this is a very nice song which i only got to know it when i bought her single on "Eyes on me".. as it was the coupling song on tat single..
this week i have been very sick sia... tuesday morning i had a sore eye but fortunately cause of this i was excused from the outfield training on the same day itself..
i thought i was slowly recovering, but now i having sore throat+ coughing like mad.. looks like the synthoms had all appeared... i was dying~~!! wahahaha... *slowly dies out*
i was annoyed by my platoon sergeant this week (or maybe always..). On Monday morning when i booking in, he said to me due to i haben sign-in in the book-in/book-out book b4 the first parade which is on 7.30am he was going to issue mi 3 Extras... but then i look at the time it was just nice 7.30am mah... n i alreadi reached the camp ard 7.15am just tat i went back to my bunk to change as the whole company alreadi falling in by tat time. He was well-known for being a Golem (as stones wont changes its shape...), other PS of my company wont do this to his own platoon ppl de lor... In the end 3-4 of us kana the 3 Extras thingy and we went to complained to our Platoon Commander later on... he went to talk to our PS on our behalf n only managed to reduced the sentence to 1 Extra... PS.... i hate u~!! *taking out Death Note n writes his full name down...*

chiong ar~~

ppl see mi y suddenly everyday keep posting hor... becos i weekdays have to stay in camp mah... then weekends got time i will keep posting lor.. to make up for the weekdays' shares.. LoL
today i whole day stayed at hm... online for awhile... then go into my room play games... Shining Tears~~ a very nice action-rpg game but too bad its only released in japanese... then after tat i changed back to FFX (i noe its an old game but i haben complete mah.. cannot blame.. LoL..) wasted ard 1hr+ trying to kill tat stupid maester... died 3 times in a row... then heng heng 4th time i somehow manage to find a certain strategy to fight him... when finish tat battle the time alreadi 10pm+ le... then i save liao off it... then turn to my com again... online for awhile n get ready for tml going back camp... kinda sianz... somebody pls save mi from this life~~ *crying out to my ps2 hoping it will absorb mi into 1 of the game's world...* hahahaha...

another boring day...

Song of the moment: Moments by Ayumi Hamasaki
yesterday (which is the saturday...) i jio-ed the 4 of us out for a movie... at 1st didn decide which show to watch... so we decided to choose when we meet up... but then instead of watching movie, we actually just went for dinner n arcaded... kinda sianz cos i actually intended to watch movie de...
at the arcade, i always wanted to try playing the mahjong game (the 1 which have many machines n 1 big screen featuring 1 of the players)... although i didn... in the end.. LoL ok maybe next time i will try to make the 1st move, purchasing the memory card (does tat game requires memory card?... not sure though... LoL...)
felt kinda upset over my com thingy... it is no longer wat it used to be... now it sometimes auto-restarts, hanged, unable to open any programs or suddenly super lag no matter wat i do... although many of my frens advised mi to buy a new com... but then... no money hw i buy wor... if got monthly instalments... maybe i will give it a try... but i think most likely my sis will nag at mi regarding tat... hahaha

Symphony of the Night

today went amk (1 of my usual hangouts)... i borrowed the latest V jump from Michael to read... After reading the book makes mi feel more like to buy a Nintendo DS to play the Jump Superstars which is going to release on this year's August. but then... as usual, no money no talk~
Oh yah... today Kelvin asked mi wats my msn nick represents.. the chapter thingy i will update it once every 3 days... just nice 1 month ard 30 days... the [West] is actually symbolise 1 of the 4 directions in my fave comic 100% Ichigo... cos inside the story got 4 main female characters which revolves ard the main character... n the ger Tsukasa Nishino was my most fave n her symbol is West (Nishi in romanji if not wrong..? LoL...)... n i actually used her to symbolise the ger which i liked the most till now... ahhaha... as for the phrases after the [West], its just 1 of my quotes which i just think on the spot n put into my nick lor... as for the [HP][MP] thingy.. it is there to show my current health n mental status which i judged myself.. wahahaha~~
Dunno since when.. i had a feeling everyone ard mi is leaving mi bit by bit... guessed tat was wat i've meant to be.. how i wished i could run away from this life n travel into the world of the comics or games which i had played.. if possible, staying there forever... or maybe kana some accidents n went into coma.. then inside my dreams i can indirectly have the same effect.. hahaha..

craps...

my camp is full of craps n shits... this coming 3 weeks i every week will be having a outfield training aka field camp... making us carry 30+kg load (or maybe more than tat...) n walk for 10+km, bashing thru all the vegetations, uphills n downhills... although i think i still can make it thru all this.. but i simply dunwan to waste my energy n time on these... but wat can i do? AWOL? hahaha... maybe if i go bang by cars then can excuse from ns le... well, even if i miscalculated n died this way, no1 will notice my sudden disappearance de...

after all the comics rampage by mi last week, my bank left wif less than 100... n i still have to pay debts... i m broke~!! i at 1st planned to save some money this month... but i guess i m not cut out to be tat way... i m a money spender~!! or shall i say comics ar my life~~ hehehe... anyone wanna buy mi...? i sell myself 1 day cheap cheap... hahaha...

Tiredness X Sickness = current Destiny

i have been sick since my bday this yr... ate too much junk food... ended up having a bad cough.. coughing abit is ok but mine was like cough till cannot even breath... sometimes i feel like i m dying le... hahaha... as for the tiredness... this month i have been sleeping very little n waking up early.. i ended up having sore+blood-shot eyes everyday i wake up in camp.. but i guess now slightly better le...
this month's pay going ki chia soon le... bought abit too many comics than i expected... wahahhaa~!! recently just bought 2 new titles... i shall not enclose the titles for now.. let u all ask mi in person ba... hahaha... but then the prices of tat 2 is higher than the usual comics which i always buy... if only somebody can give mi money~~ wheeee~~~

starting up...

just trying to test out something b4 i actually start to post...